Who I Believe Me to Be

God help me to see me as you see me. Give me the courage to accept the truth about who I am. I confess that I often limit my life to the abilities I've already seen in me. You want me to trust you. I love you and sincerely desire to rely only on you for my self-worth and true value.

One of my Memorial DVD's made it on the Evening News!!

Yep, that's right. One of the Memorial DVD's I created for my client made it on the channel 12 evening news. How exciting!!!!




Tim joked that I should send a nice letter requesting compensation for the public performance of a copyrighted work. He he. I figure since I fudged and caved in to their request for a popular song to be played instead of the typical licensed elevator music we normally used I should just keep my mouth shut.

Personally, I appreciate the exposure. I understand the economics behind free publicity. So there RIAA. :'P Enjoy!





This post dedicated to Steve Zinn.

Yay for Site for Sore Eyes

I broke my glasses on Saturday. I wasn't terribly bummed out about it because I broke them playing in a jump house which has got to be one of the most fun experiences I've had lately. That plus the fact that they are two years old and it's almost time for new ones! So, I thought, why not move the date up a little and get it done now? I don't have any appts. (or so I thought -- see previous post FMI). So I called around and made an appt. with Wal-Mart for an eye exam. Shasta Professional Association wanted to charge me $150 for an eye exam. I asked her if that included glasses and she laughed at me. He he. Oops. Silly me. So, I paid $55 at Wal-Mart and got my prescription complete with dilated eyes. LOL My left eye is considerably worse than my right eye, but I love them both equally well. When I went to Site for Sore Eyes to take advantage of their $55 credit for existing eye exams with the second pair of frames free, the optician was very nice and helpful. After a few different conversations, she asked to see my broken glasses and said she could prolly fix them for me. So, as I recovered from the sticker shock of eyeglass prices, she fixed my old glasses (better than they've been in a long time, I might add) and sent me on my way for the happily paid fee of $25. Yay Site for Sore Eyes!! So, I'll save up my money and get the best features and options when I can afford it. In the meantime, I can see again!

Grrr to me

I totally screwed up yesterday and forgot my appointment I scheduled with an important client. Grr. I am so disappointed with me. I put the appt in my Outlook calendar, but it didn't sync with Google. So, when I check my appts yesterday morning, it wasn't there. So, I went about my day and didn't think twice about it till I got home and saw the messages on my phone. GRRR...

Thoughts on Last Night

No doubt about it. I messed up. There's no way around it. Saturday night was not given any fair amount of attention by my heart. I can't even look at it now - I don't trust myself to be honest. What is it about me that finds a morbid satisfaction in your mistakes toward me? Bitterness. Bitterness fuels this satisfaction in your mistakes. Bitterness about what? Discontent. Not being honest with myself and you. I missed out on the last couple days and all the growth and change because I am stuck in the hurt and pain of Saturday night. I haven't moved past Saturday night because I haven't wanted to be honest with you. It doesn't help